I've been praying for God to tell me if it was from Him, or just from me. "God... if it's just from me - close the door. God, if it's from you continue to open the doors as I walk down this path."
I am still continuing my walk down this path. I haven't felt any doors slam yet. I've only found small encouragements along the way.
So... I have a goal, a hope, a dream, a plan. I want to start doing speaking engagements to bring awareness to stillbirth. I want to share my story in hopes that it may help someone else in turn. I am not going to waste my suffering.
And in turn, I also hope to share the peace God has given me to get through this tragic, heartbreaking loss.
More to come... but if you happen to find me before that comes to full fruition here, please reach out.